Iambic Pentameter

Begin control of my heart strings tonight
Adjusting to it none shall have her more
Perhaps inside no one is in my sight
No one to spot my tormented new core
Why can’t I speak to her my mouth is shut
She hardly even knows I am around
If I can’t speak my heart will start to cut
I try to get the gall to make a sound
Perhaps I could declare my love to she
Although she would reject my forlorn cries
Torment I lose control mistake by me
The words I say to comfort me are lies
How one can say that simple phrase, "I do"
Would be a way to me completely new